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I am of Ireland

Becky

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[May. 17th, 2008|10:00 pm]

Brian,

I’ve spent my entire life being FUCKED over by guys who swore they loved me, who swore I was the one, and that they were going to stay with me for the rest of my life. I constantly say “I love you” because I’m scared. I’m scared that you’re going to turn out to be just like every other guy out there. I’m scared that when push comes to shove, that you’re going to leave, just like every other guy I’ve been with. You may have had the bigger heartbreak, but I’ve had more of them, and it scares me.

You ARE the one. The one I want to be with for the rest of my life. I want to marry you, have kids with you, buy a house with you, travel with you, grow old with you… the whole nine yards. I want YOU to be the one by my side through everything. I don’t love you for what you MIGHT be, I love you for who you are right now. I love you Brian Michael Britz, for everything that you are, for all that you do, and for every word you say. I hang on your every word, and I cherish every touch. I want every day of the rest of my life to be like that. I want to wake up in your arms and fall asleep with your kiss. I want you to be the one taking pictures as my kids go off to the first day of school. I want you to be the one who squeezes my hand as my oldest walks across the stage of their high school with a 4.0 GPA, valedictorian of their class. I want you to be the one who holds me as I cry when I find out that my youngest daughter lost her virginity… and I want you to be the one who reminded me that I swore I’d never be that parent.

I’ve fallen head over heels in love with you. Some people would probably say it’s reckless, but for the last year and a half, you’re the only guy I’ve wanted. I resigned myself to the fact that I’d never have you, but I was never “ok” with it. When I finally had a taste of what I could have, I knew that you were the one. I’ve known you were the one for a long ass time Bri. I have never EVER been more certain of something in my life than I am that I want to marry you. I can’t imagine life without you or life after you, and life before you is something that I try to not think about, because I have never been happier in my life. You have brought something into my life I have never experienced; you do complete me. You’re my other half, the jelly to my peanut butter, the cheese to my macaroni.

I’m sorry if I’ve been needy Brian, but I’ve seen the future that we could have, and I’m terrified of losing it. Yes, it’s a security thing. I’m sorry that I’m not secure enough to believe you when I say “I love you too” but you’ve got to understand where I’m coming from. I know the first time we had this conversation, you know, the whole marriage thing… I kind of sprung it on you and caught you off guard, and we had a lot we needed to get through as a couple, and a lot that needed to be talked about, and a lot going on emotionally with my surgery just a few days after I popped the question. If anything, this surgery has made me more sure than anything else ever could that you are the one meant for me. I love you Brian, and nothing is EVER going to change that. I will be at your side through the good times, the bad times, the happiness, the sadness, the ups and the downs, the healthy athletic rowing times, and the “I can’t get off the couch for 2 weeks” times. I’ll be there for you every step of the way, and I will support every decision that you make. I will back your decisions and no matter what, I will NEVER EVER STOP LOVING YOU UNTIL I TAKE MY LAST BREATH.

I don’t want to marry you tomorrow. I’m not crazy. I do want to take things to the next level. I’m there, you’re there, and I want the world to know that we’re there. I honestly don’t want to get married until after I have a diploma… but I’ve always wanted a longer engagement. Time flies when you’re rowing, and you know that. I just want the world to know that I’ve found the one and I’m the happiest girl in the world.

Will you marry me?

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5 Days Out	[May. 17th, 2008\|04:07 pm]
5 Days Later: I was able to lie almost flat this afternoon, cuddled with brian. It was nice. I"m sitting here watching Plastic Surgery: Before and After, and I feel sick. I've seen this episode before... and it used to never bother me, now it does. Before it wasn't something that directly impacted me... now it's something I just lived through, and it makes me sick. Gah...
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96 Hours	[May. 16th, 2008\|09:54 pm]
96 Hours Post Op: Hey everyone, I'm 96 hours post-op and so far things have been more or less smooth sailing. I had a slight fever on day two that resulted in an unexpected trip to the ER/PS office, but other than that I've been doing great. I'm back to having decent BM's, I'm up and walking around, heck, I even made it out to the mall yesterday, then came home and had my first shower. This has been a lot easier than I originally anticipated. I even got 7 hours of sleep last night. However, I woke up and the ITCH has begun. It's mostly along my bra line and along the bottom curve of both breasts. I knew it was coming (as I am healing pretty darn fast, my PS was impressed) but still, I didn't expect anything like this. I was a horrid chicken pox patient as a child, and let me tell you, I'm at the point where I am going to rip the twins off if my boy doesn't tie my hands down. The stomach is looking good. My drainage is more lymphy and the swelling's gone down. We were able to tighten the binder quite a bit, but i loosened it again. it was just too tight, and i dont want lumps. My boobs, however, are another story. My underarms where the doc said he was going to do lipo look BIGGER than they did before. It's also getting hot and i'm getting itchy and sweaty and i feel gross. I want to wash the binder, but I only have one and I dont want to be out of it while it's drying. GAH, another 5 weeks of this shit! I really should buy a 2nd one for hygienic purposes! Brian and I fought today. Coming off the vicodin has made me a total bitch, and I'm sick of a lot of shit. I feel like I support us and that I do more for the relationship. He almost goaded me into hitting him, at which point I stormed out and drove to cafe soho... bad choice. When i got back he just more or less ignored me and the problems, until I finally blew up. We need to stop ignoring shit because it leads to fights like these. He finally admitted he's been a pretty shit boyfriend lately (aside from the post-op stuff, he's been great at that) and that he's going to try and change. I just don't know if I can deal with it all anymore. I don't know if I can deal with him being so apathetic, and I don't know if I can deal with him trying to run my life. He says he wants to change... he needs to make it happen soon or he's going to lose me. It's the little things that add up so quickly that piss me off. It's like he doesn't realize that I have needs too. It's crazy to think I've had this journal for 4 years now. I go through periods where I use it religiously (like now) and periods of nothing. I really should go through and print out all of my entries starting at the beginning. Who knows how long it will be here. I made the mistake of not doing that with my camera phone, and now I've lost a lot of great memories. It kind of really sucks, I'm not gonna lie. Liz let me down again. She was supposed to come up here post-op this weekend for a girls night. She blew off all of my txts, calls, IM's. I am SOOOOOO homesick and I was looking forward to seeing her. I should have known she was going to let me down... as usual. However, I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt this time. I don't know why I did. I want to sleep. I'm so tired, but I can't. It sucks. Today has been long and stressful and not what I need to recover. Until tomorrow.
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72 Hours Post-Op	[May. 15th, 2008\|03:43 pm]
72 Hours Post op: Today was exciting. I woke up, walked around for a little bit, and then I had the most amazing poop of my life. It was soft, I didn't have to push, and I feel 100x better. Gross, yes, but still amazing. Dan Schoolcraft came over this morning and took me to the mall. Got a few new lip rings, ate some great food, and just really had a nice time. Went to meijer and best buy, he hit me in the eye with his door, and got a shower stool. Came back to the apartment and took a shower. Holy crap did that feel good. Saw my stomach again and I'm just amazed at how great it looks. I am so thrilled with the results. After the swelling goes down I know that I'm going to be totally thrilled. My boobs look ... ok... but there is a lot of swelling and I just want the swelling to go down and for them to settle so I know what I'm in for. Aliisa and Craig came over last night and kept me company while brian was at plasma. It's such a great relief to have teammates around who take care of me. Well, Vicodin's kicking in and I'm gonna enjoy this nap!
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48 Hours Post-Op	[May. 14th, 2008\|02:27 pm]
Last night came in with a bang. I had a fever of 101.0 and ended up in the ER. It sucked majorly because not only was I sick, I was suffering from a mild vicodin overdose. The nurse told me to take 1 every 2 hours, which resulted in taking 12 in a day. The upper limit is 8 if you don't want to get acetomentaphen poisoning. I felt like shit and I was rather combatitive. They ended up doign a chest xray (clear) urinalysis (clear) blood work (mild liver disfunciton) as well as a few other tests with nothing conclusive. I ended up not taking a vicodin for the rest of the night, so I was only on the one dose of whatever the hell they gave me from 11pm to 10 AM. I came home, went to bed, woke up with a fever of 102.5. Ended up at the plastic surgeon's office just to get checked out. No infection, just really REALLY great healing. He couldn't be happier with my progress. I was in quite a bit of pain at that point from being poked around as much as I had, and I just really needed a nap. At the PS office I almost passed out when they took the compression garments off, and I seriously thought I was going to throw up. At least I had a wet washcloth and a pukebucket so that I didn't make a fool of myself. Had a bowel movement today. It was painful and small, probably only the size of two golfballs, and I had to manually stimulate (ie stick a finger in my dooper) and that sucked, but it got some of the crap out, which was a huge relief. I look in the mirror and I realize that I look GOOD! I'm super exicted to see the finished product. I have yet to see my abdomen, but everyone keeps telling me that it looks amazing and flat. I can't wait for this first month to be over so i can start working out to get the rock-hard washboard abs I've always wanted. I hope that between the cardio I plan on doing and the weight training I can get my thighs and arms toned up and look DAMN good when I get back to rowing this fall.
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Day 2 Post op	[May. 13th, 2008\|01:22 pm]
Day 2: The anesthesia wore off this morning. That was not fun to wake up to. My pubic region is really sore, but I saw my scar for the first time. Brian's been absolutly wonderful. Katie Higgins came over this morning while Bri was at plasma. I was able to get in and out of my bed by myself for the first time, and I flushed the toilet by myself. Hopefully later I'll be able to start studying for my biochem final... since that's coming up soon. I'm tired, really really tired but i can't sleep. I'm really jazzed up and I just wish I could fall asleep with brian... but I can't because I can't lay down. I'm feeling a lot more sober today. Mom and Dad stopped by before going home and it was nice to see them one last time. As hard as this has all been, I know it's going to be totally worth it. If I can make it through this first day, I know i'll be able to handle everything!
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Wowsa the pain!	[May. 13th, 2008\|04:49 am]
Yesterday was my surgery: Mini Tummy tuck, breast lift, and three areas of lipo. I seriously look like I have an abusive boyfriend as I have major bruising around my hips. I'm in a whole new world of hurt and it's frustrating. i was so sore when i got home that I couldn't even get all the way down to the toilet, so brian and my parents had to buy me a potty booster. How embarrassing! I can already see a difference in my waistline and my boobs! So can brian and my parents. It's truly amazing. Today's supposedly supposed to be the worst day: the anesthesia is wearing off and the pain is breaking through more and more. I had one round of breakthrough bleeding so far, but nothing that gauze couldn't handle. I have a feeling that I'm going to be a paranoid patient as I have already called my PS twice at home (once to ask where I went for surgery.... woke the poor guy up). Brian's been absolutly amazing thus far. He's basically stayed up with me all night to make sure I take my painkillers every two hours, he's made me food, gone to BK to get me random food, and helped me stand sit, turn, and everything. It's been amazing to see how good he is with me. He's like "I have NO CLUE what you'll be like pregnant if this is you post op." Funny part was I was thinking the same thing. If we can get through this surgery as a couple, I'm pretty sure we'll be able to handle everything. He is awesome/amazing/baller/badass and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Hopefully as the days roll on my entries will be a bit less random/drug induced and a bit more coherent/normal.
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	[Apr. 21st, 2008\|11:33 am]
I love you, first and foremost. Even after three months I still look over and smile EVERY time I see you because even after waking up next to you every day I can never quite remember how beautiful, gentle, and adorable you look.... all the time. I can't stay mad at you. Everyone makes mistakes and the way you hold me and kiss me, and look at me with those gorgeous bluegreen eyes melts my heart. The way you hold me at night and pull me closer to you in your sleep like you want to protect me from every evil and every darkness in this world makes me feel needed, wanted and most of all loved. I'm sorry that I kiss you whenever I walk out of a room. Honestly, I can't kiss you enough I can't hug you enough because I never know If it will be my last time. There are so many days that I just have the overwhelming urge to collapse into your arms and melt into you. I've become an addict, and you are my drug. I love looking across the room and seeing you sitting at my table just studying, or napping or working on a project. I relish every moment we have together even if they are in silence and we're in our own little worlds just doing our thing. Those are the moments I love most. I'm sorry that I constantly tell you how blessed I am to have you. Honestly, I never saw us working out and now that I have you I just want to shout from the rooftops. Because you are THE most amazing guy I've ever had the honor of knowing. It's the little things in life that make me smile. The way you kiss me goodbye when I drop you off for school or the way you introduce me as "your girlfriend" because it shows me that you are PROUD to have me and that you're honored to be mine. and honestly, love, that means more than any "I love you" ever could.
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	[Mar. 31st, 2008\|06:22 pm]
As I sit at the starting line, I wonder if you're even here to see me You promised you'd be here, just for this one race As the boats reach alignment I push all thoughts of you out of my head. As the flag drops, I take the first few strokes settling into my pace after my high 15. 800 meters in my body starts to hurt and it begins to catch up with me. I push through the pain, but I feel the pressure dropping. With 500 meters to go I realize how pissed I am that you broke the one promise to me that meant anything. We start the sprint, and I take that anger putting it on the end of my blade ripping it through the water. As we cross the finish line I choke on my own bile my body in pain, my mind empty. Coming up the dock, my arms shake my knees lock, and i feel defeated And then I see you standing next to our tent I look you in the eyes, and for that one minute that one moment in time you've made everything ok I set my boat down and go for walk just to clear my head, overwhelmed by the race. But I realize that I am blessed to have you and I am SO glad that you finally put your fears aside and took a chance
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	[Mar. 26th, 2008\|03:30 pm]
I want to be: the girl you kiss goodnight the one you tease when you're in a good mood the shoulder you cry on the first person you call when everything's right the one whose hand you hold in publich the person you cook dinner for the one you txt just to say "hi" the person you look forward to spending the weekends with the person you show off to all your friends the one you take home to mom the one you wake up to in the morning and the last person you say goodnight to the one you trust more than anything else the one you love more than anyone else the one you laugh with more than anyone else .... .... .... ..... ... the girlfriend, not just the friend
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	[Mar. 15th, 2008\|07:28 pm]
I like, where we are When we drive, in your car I like where we are...Here Cause our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Our lips can touch...Here Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms I like where, you sleep When you sleep, next to me I like where you sleep...Here Our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Cause our lips can touch..Here Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms Our lips, can touch Our lips, can touch...Here Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whispers "Hello, I miss you, I miss you" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms Here in your arms But here in your arms
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	[Mar. 5th, 2008\|08:52 pm]
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall (let you fall) I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all (through it all) Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be okay Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven
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	[Jan. 26th, 2008\|10:13 pm]
not gonna lie i don't get it I don't get why I always have to get HURT I trusted him I told myself not to.. but I did and what happened? Same old same old I got hurt I got burned I got used I got played. And it fucking sucks.
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Appointments week of January 20, 2008

[Jan. 20th, 2008|10:57 pm]

Monday:

Tuesday:

PT- 4PM

Meeting with Prof. Bell: 11:30

Wednesday:

PT: 2:30

Thursday:

Friday

PT: 9AM

VET: 10:15 AM (reschedule if needed)

Meeting w/Bambini: 2:30PM

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This is the weekend!!	[Jan. 16th, 2008\|08:53 am]
Chris wants to lose his virginity this weekend... and I"m like "damn... he wants it to be with me!" The Soundtrack: I Don't Wanna Know- New Found Glory Colorblind- Counting Crows Iris- Goo Goo Dolls Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional Making Memories of Us- Keith Urban Time After Time- Good Charlotte I Miss You- Blink 182 Crash Into Me- Dave Matthews Band Glycerine- Bush Baby I'm Amazed By You- Lone Star Tiny Vessels- Death Cab for Cutie Remember When- Alan Jackson Deep Inside of You- Third Eye Blind I Melt With You- Sugarcult Your Body Is a Wonderland- John Mayer Hey There Delilah- Plain White T's Wonderful Tonight- MIchael Buble Wake Me Up When September Ends- Green Day I've Just Seen a Face- The Beatles Expectations- Bell and Sebastian Look After You- The Fray For Me this is Heaven- Jimmy Eat World Crazy Bitch- Buckcherrry Shake That Ass- Emenim Jesus of Suburbia- Green Day Promiscuous Girl- Nelly Furtado Helena- My Chemical Romance I Melt With You- Mest Longview- Green Day She's A Rebel- Green Day So Nice So Smart- Kimya Dawson Jamie- Weezer Anyone Else But You- Micheal Cera Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol Californication- Red Hot Chili Peppers The Way I am- Ingred Michaelson
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The way I am	[Jan. 10th, 2008\|12:38 pm]
I feel so bad that when you say "I love you," I say "I love you too," its not that I don't love you, because I REALLY do. If only there was something else some other word to use but seeing as I can't find one I'll stick with "I love you" cute little poem, eh? lol But its true, you say I love you, I say I love you too, lame, why can't I find something better? something stronger? God if I could just rip out my heart and give it to you, that would work....but then I'd be dead, so that won't work, I guess. So for now... I love... Your green eyes, like rare emeralds that I wish I could capture like my own treasure, but still share with the world Your smile (though you call it idiotic) and how no matter whats on my mind or how I'm feeling, all I need is that smile, and everything drains from me, and I fill with happiness Your laugh, like your smile, never fake its a genuine glow from your heart and always manages to make its way into my heart, causing me to go into a contagious giggling fit Your hands, soft (and always cold for some reason?) but strong Holding you in my arms, feeling your warmth, your physical warmth, and emotional warmth, and just enjoying every minute as it slowly fills me Every little conversation we have, whether its online, over the phone, or in person and how I've already come to look forward to your calls or IMs and how I can feel so comfortable.....even in silence, just knowing that I'm connected to you The comfort of being with you, we could be sitting in a white room, void of anything, as long as I'm there with you its perfect last, but never the least: you....I love you, Becky, everything you are, everything you can and will be, the way you carry yourself, my little punk princess, I love your spirit, the way you act, and I love that you are mine, forever and always. I love that we've talked for years, seen each other 3 times and I still have years to come to get to know all about you. I love you I still wish there was something better to say but for now, I love you :) -Chris
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	[Jan. 9th, 2008\|10:44 pm]
If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cuz I love the way you call me baby. And you take me the way I am. I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. You take me the way I am.
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	[Jan. 7th, 2008\|05:15 am]
I am so stressed about the first day of school. I have 10 minutes between each class to navigate my ass across campus like speedracer. I'm in class from 10A-5P straight. I still have to buy books, and I'm not gonna have time to shower. This is gonna rock [/sarcasm]
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	[Jan. 6th, 2008\|10:42 pm]
School starts tomorrow I'm not at all ready My room is a mess I wanted to start this off right. Yeah, not so much Especially since the bf has class the day of the ball.
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	[Jan. 6th, 2008\|10:34 am]
[X] Became single [X] got kissed [X] kissed someone new [X] kissed in the snow [X] kissed in the rain [ ] kissed on the beach {X] fell in love [X] fell in love with a fool [X] had my heart broken [X] broke someone else's heart [ ] had a stalker (the creeper!!!) [x] lost a friend [x] had a good relationship with someone [ ] came out of my closet [ ] got married [ ] had a divorce [X] kissed someone of the same sex (on the cheek) [X] dated someone that you will never forget [X] did something I regret [X] lost faith in love [X] found faith in love [X] kissed under mistletoe [ ] got a promotion [ ] got a pay raise [x] changed jobs [X] quit my job [ ] dated a co-worker [ ] dated my boss [ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter [ ] got fired from my job [ ] got straight A's [X] met a teacher who I became friends with [X] met a teacher who I really hate [x] found the subject I love [X] failed a class [x] cut class [x] skipped school [ ] got in a fight with a classmate [x] did something I was proud of [x] discovered a new talent [x] proved myself that I'm an idiot [x] embarrassed myself in front of the class [ ] fell in love with a teacher [ ] got the lead role in the school play [X] made a team [x] was involved in something that I will never forget [ ] painted a picture [ ] wrote a song [X] ran a mile [x] listened to music I couldn't stand [x] double dipped [X] went to a sleepover [ ] went to camp [ ] threw a surprise party [x] laughed till I cried [X] flirted shamelessly [ ] visited a foreign country [x] visited a state [x] cooked a disastrous meal [X] lost something important to me: engagement ring ftw [x] got a gift I love [x] realized something new about myself [X] went on a diet [ ] tried to gain weight [x] dyed my hair [ ] came close to losing my life [X] someone/thing close to me died [ ] got arrested [x] read a great book [x] saw a great movie [ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry [ ] saw a favorite band live [x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone [x] experienced something new [x] made new friends [x] found out who your real friends are [X] lied to your parents [X] snuck out [ ] got in trouble with the po-po [ ] kissed in a pool [X] kissed under the stars [X] had the time of your life [X] danced [X] fell out of love [x] had a crush on someone [x] swam in a pool [ ] made a snowman [ ] went snowboarding [X] went sledding [X] slept in past 2pm [X] held someone’s hand that you care about [X] got wasted in a public place [X] told someone you like them as more than a friend [X] gone on vacation [ ] gone on vacation with a friend [x] driven a car [X] danced in the rain [X] got in a car accident (sob) [X] seen someone get in a car accident [ ] got in a fist fight [x] laughed until you couldn't breathe [x] missed someone [ ] sent someone to the hospital [x] got a new pet A YEAR-END SURVEY 1.) Where did you bring in 2007? The house I grew up at, surrounded by friends I love 2.) What was your status by Valentine's Day? Recently single, and laughing at the produce taped to my door with love notes from my roomies. 3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)? All year, actually. 4.) How did you earn your keep? I'm a telemarkter, plus I did a summer stint at taco bell. 5.) Did you ever have to go to the hospital? Yep, I ended up in the hospital due to extreme leg pain. 6.) Have you encountered the police this year? Yeah... my headlight was out 7.) Where did you go on vacation? Summer: Pennsylvania, Maryland, and Deleware Christmas: Fort Lauderdale! 8.) What did you purchase that was over $500? My Textbooks, and my new camera! 9.) Did you know anybody who got married? Two of my cousins 10.) Did you know anybody who passed away? A girl I went to high school with 11.) Have you ran into anybody you graduated high school with? Yep, I went to my alma mater's homecoming! 12.) Did you move anywhere? Mystic Woods! 13.) What sporting events did you go to? Football games: Laker Invasion! 14.) What concerts did you go to? None :'( . 15) Are you registered to vote? Nope 16.) If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 6? See 15 17.) Where do you live now? My Apartment, and my parents home when I can make it back! 18.) Describe your birthday. It was spent with my roommates and friends at a coffee shop in grand rapids, then at home with friends and family. 19.) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2007? Hooked up with a Canadian in florida 20.) What is one thing you regretted this year? Getting back together with Tim 21.) What's something you learned about yourself? I'm not the girl that I used to see in the mirror. 22.) Any new additions to your family? Just some cousins-in-law 23.) What was your best month? December, for sure! 24.) How would you rate this year with a scale from 1 (crappy) to 10 (amazing)? I'm gonna go with a 3. It sucked pretty bad with Dad's cancer, but other than that, it had its good and bad points. Happy 2008!!
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