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Forever ago, when I used to write in this thing, I put "NO" in the little space where it said "your website," because I didn't have one and i think it kept putting some random URL on there. Anyway, now when I click on the "my website", it takes me to a website for NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND. How bizarre? The Bush admin. has taken over the internet.
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[03 May 2007|01:32pm] |
Based mostly on yesterday, I have decided that there is some sort of Grand Equalizer out there, and its out to make sure nothing goes my way completely.
Example 1. yesterday, i was very excited about having the nice old man at the music library waiv my library fines ($6)for the CDs i forgot to take back. Then, I got so excited at Alberstons because I saved another six dollars that I felt it was necessary to tell the cashier that it was the second six dollars I'd saved that day. Then... my car got towed and I'll be paying $220 later today to get it back.
That's pretty much the only example, i guess.
The only other logical conclusion that can come from this is that I am never meant to have a car. The car has been considered mine for less than a month now, and I've already gotten lost twice on two separate excursions to the DMV, had a flat tire, and managed to get the car towed. oooops.
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[12 Apr 2007|12:52am] |
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I may be a drunkard tonight, but holy hell do I know some good people.
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[28 Mar 2007|11:49pm] |
Updates, since you all are dying to know(hah):
Next semester is still up in the air. I got wait-listed for the nursing college (I could be let in as late as the first week of next semester) and I've changed my mood from constant anxiety and have developed a fondness for the uncertainty. Shit's kind of exciting.
I'm going to Segovia (near Madrid) this summer! To finish my Spanish minor and become fluent (yeah) and meet a gypsy to fall in love with (jussst kidding).
Today, Amanda and I listened to Shakira in anticipation of a Colombian dude moving in to Emily's old room. Just for five days until the room he is supposed to live in is unoccupied. He's old-ish. And seems nice enough. I'll be sleeping not in my apartment because I'm a bit sketched out, which is probably ridiculous of me.
Just some tidbits.
Ew, tidbits. That's a new pet-peeve.
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[01 Feb 2007|12:04pm] |
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Holy shit, I just clicked "click to submit final application." TO THE NURSING COLLEGE. I'm all shakey and a little sweaty, which I didn't expect. Well, there goes try number one.
Either way options arent too bad:
1. I get in. (doubtful to say the least)
2. I don't. (and i go to Spain... maybe)
Oh man, the real challenge will be forgetting about this thing for a month until I hear back. I have a feeling I'm going to get far less sleep than I'm used to.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
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[24 Jan 2007|12:12am] |
Not my best day or night. Stress is enhanced by the biggest stress of all (or my biggest stress): feeling lonely.
I'm such a complex idiot lately. I get sad because he'd rather go to bed early than wait up for me and worry that I'm out on campus coming home alone at 11pm, but I know I'd probably feel that "I'm fine on my own, I don't need you to worry about me because I'm strong and capable and a woman and blah-de-blah" shit if he actually did worry about me. I am utterly impossible these days and don't feel I even deserve to have somebody wait up for me anyway. ("sad" is an understatement because I came home and realized I'd spent the last hour plus some in public with mascara marks down my face.) Not to mention I have no good reason to feel lonely; I'm constantly surrounded by people.
The worst part is, these days I am NOT strong, nor am I capable of much. Or at least I don't feel it. I let schoolwork overwhelm me, I let myself feel like the dumbest person in most of my classes, and I procrastinate important and future-determining things. I'm chalking it up to the decisions needing attention that are looming over my head just to keep myself from feeling completely incompetent.
I really need to clear my head.
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[21 Jan 2007|05:41pm] |
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holy hell...
ITS SNOWING. SNOW!!!!
( pictures )
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| Regina Spektor- Fidelity |
[24 Oct 2006|02:38pm] |
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I'm listening to this song on repeat in order to pretend i'm still walking around New York City. gahhhh I need a change of pace, and it's hard to be patient.
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[17 Jul 2006|01:31am] |
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Hallelujah! and amen! to that rainfall. I'm feeling clean, holy and reborn. But not in a jesus-y way.
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[09 Jul 2006|02:34am] |
Missing you has turned me into a stupid romantic.
By day, the heat is nothing to suffer.
By night, the clouds are velvet,
my skin is lonely,
and my thoughts ignore the notion that this may be becoming one-sided.
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[05 Jul 2006|01:23pm] |
Who will get me to a party?
Who do I have yet to meet?
You, you look a bit like coffee
And you taste a bit like me...
How can I keep me from moving?
Now I need a change of scenery.
Just listen to me I won't pretend to
Understand the movement of the wind,
Or the waves out in the ocean or how
Like the hours I change softly slowly
Plainly blindly oh me oh my!
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| ITS JULY. |
[02 Jul 2006|01:33am] |
July means I'm halfway through summer and that i could say "see you next month" to people I miss. Although I've recently remembered that I actually have friends around here still, I can't help but be excited about July.
ps. my summer (lately) can be defined by "Skin of my Yellow Country Teeth" by Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, and a cigarette. I'm not complaining.
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[01 Mar 2006|08:53pm] |
It's good to feel social again. There's just no shutting me up lately. Some stranger told me he was "Impressed with my word flow" and I guess that's better than the stuttermumble ordeal that normally jumps out of my mouth.
T minus a week and two days til spring break which means Rachy (when she's not in Mexico), Jaclyn!, Allysia, Roweener, hopefully some Petrusek, sister and South Mountain.
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[17 Jan 2006|01:40am] |
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& i feel starved for romance.
i want mystery and blue arrows and photobooths.
But also i want
Walking around campus with songs on repeat and someone's cold hands for me to warm up,
Traveling to remote places that could be desert or parking lot or abandoned building just for the lack of other people,
Swaying drunkenly on rooftops,
Finding music that stops thoughts and words but not motion.
(I guess what i'm saying is passion. About anything new. to end the case of the blands.)
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| Update. |
[04 Dec 2005|03:50pm] |
Hello. Life is good... Bicycle is fixed, weather is perfect for the wearing of sweaters and scarves, Tucson is treating me well.
This just as easily could have been an OMG!IM!SOSTRESSED!OMFG,FINALS! sort of post but I'm feeling just fine for now. My computer/bicycle/bank account/mental state all crashed down on me at once
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the things that are more fun to care about are going brilliantly! There are wonderful (new + old) friends here; parties on saturdays that end with me, emily, and a dude falling asleep sitting up on a couch; there are people i adore (and can't wait to see) in phoenix; a bum offered to help carry my suitcase for me; a creepy, overly wealthy, actress-dating, Russian dude is trying to help me to be "part of the Espresso Art family" so maybe I can get a job next semester; Christopher is coming to Tucson tonight after a month+ of not being here for a visit(or actually to drop off Sunil, but I can pretend); Chiara called yesterday; and did I mention my bicycle rides like dream?
How are you? hmmm?
ps/new user picture. I'm looking pretty goofy lately. word.
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[31 Oct 2005|02:37am] |
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Wow. I'm not sure what to do/how to feel/where to go from here. (I may very well be World's Dumbest Girl.)
I know i had/have my (selfish) reasons but none of them feel important right now (3am, red-eyed and alone)
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[19 Oct 2005|01:46am] |
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beautiful, beautiful day. Thanks everybody : )
(♥ waking up all cuddly /sabino canyon+ parent visit /phone messages from dorky, beat-boxing sister /a jungle of flowers on my desk /picnic foods /dinner with 3mo (minus a few)/lack of homework /camping outside the dorm /frostbite /drunk people / lots and lots of happy birthdays)
i'm wayyy too sleepy to make a coherent post. but aw, thanks. I don't even care that i'm so old anymore.
(i hoped all the way up until midnight. Its okay though. i haven't exactly been a good friend. I didn't call on yours. Or ever, really. It just got too rough some time ago when i felt like i had no reason to think things could ever repair. etc, etc, etc.)
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| I said we’re only trying to get us some peace! |
[09 Oct 2005|10:50am] |
Happy 65th to John!
& 20th to Taryn : )
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