LOL FRIENZ ONLY NAO. ♥ ♥ ♥

No, seriously. There's a good reason for this (there may also be a good reason for all the pink, but no one's really sure what it is yet), so HEY COMMENT TO BE ADDED.

Also, I spend more time in my head than your world, but I'm rather stable and fully functional (well, sorta) because that much = how I work. I rant sometimes about my health and the lack thereof because it's very frustrating, but it goes under a cut and it won't be held against you if you skip over it (or anything else, for that matter). I'm into fandom, just because I'm 5% teenage boy, and I do post to link you to particularly hilarious wank that you don't really care about. I am usually in some combination of cynical and hyper, and very rarely I am cryptic. No need to worry about those posts, because I won't bother with them the next morning.

I'm scatterbrained and I ramble. Everything is cut and filtered, not entirely for your sake, but mostly for mine. And yeah, I like bright colours. Imagine a candy raver, only, uh, cooler.

After you comment here, here should be your next stop. Come on, dudes, it's quick and painless and it saves me a moment of eye-twitching frustration.

Mad (dude, friends) love,
~Marika

Whoa.

RENT is closing.

Shit.

Tags are disorganized. People are confused. I am also very confused. So, index. Some of the fics I do not feel comfortable linking aren't listed, but they're tagged under 'one-shot.'

( Also possibly disorganized. )

On that note, because this is public, it should probably be stated also that:
1. Subjects contained in the writing involve a lot of abortion, jailbait, drugs, blonde alcoholics, references to Andy Bell, demons who will rip your throat out quite happily, humans who will do the same with as much eagerness, crack, (dys)functional relationships, the idea that love and hate are basically the same, incest, someone's sick idea of comedy, and yet quite a good deal of Cute and Fluffy. No one's sure where the fluff comes from, actually.
2. Information on the various universes, analysis on the beings within, and a lot of details are contained in any post that has the word 'writing' somewhere in its tag, primarily 'writing babble' and 'writing sucks i quit.'
3. Everything's locked. If you can't see something and want to, ask.

Mad (that took less time than I thought) love,
~Marika

DEAR LJ:

STOP CHANGING THINGS. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT. STOP. IT. YOU'RE ALL A BUNCH OF MINDLESS ZOMBIES BRAINWASHED BY THAT GUY FROM MYSPACE. Are you being blackmailed by someone in the Russian mafia? By Tom? Is that it?

STOP MESSING WITH IT. IT'S GOOD ENOUGH THE WAY IT IS. NO MORE ANNOUNCEMENTS ABOUT POINTLESS SHIT YOU WANT TO CHANGE.

Edit: P.S.: flist, any major changes, I'm getting the hell out and finding a relatively stable place where I can bitch perpetually about writing and stuff. Keep that in mind.

Happy Birthday, Shiruru!

I hope your funk has left in time for you to have fun on your birthday, and also that you get cool presents, including mine, which may or may not arrive before December. =D

Um. X are giving a concert in spring of next year. In Tokyo.

...

AUUUUUUUUUUUGH. GREAT BIG GOPHER DICKS! A CONCERT! AN X-JAPAN CONCERT! A CONCERT BY X-JAPAN! NEXT YEAR! Do you guys even KNOW how long it's been since there was an X-Japan concert oh my god oh my god oh my GOD. They're baaaack. Even if the rumours are true and it doesn't last, this is going to go down in jrock history as one of the biggest and OMGSHINIEST events ever. This is like Luna Sea's one night revival concert (in December. anyone want to fly out to Tokyo with me?) only with HOPE.

EVEN MORE GOOD NEWS! FULL VERSION OF I.V. And ohhh, it's just so...X. I mean, you know, right? Years and YEARS and a lot of band drama have passed, and nothing is different. It's melodramatic, hair-metally, Toshi's voice is just so BRILLIANT, and you GUYS, Pata and Heath with their shiny GUITARS and MAD GUITAR-PLAYING SKILLS on STAGE next to YOSHIKI AND TOSHI, and they had a fire and an empty mike stand where hide would've been - I so wish I had been in Odaiba. It must've been so amazing.

These guys are beautiful together, they make such awesome music. Seperately, too, but there's just nothing as good as X-Japan. I can't wait to see them (granted, there is little chance of me getting to Tokyo next year. alive, anyway. but there will be concerts I will be at. perhaps next year's, I dunno. count on it). Hell, I can't wait to hear a high-quality version of I.V.

Tonight has been spent dancing through the house shrieking possibly incomprehensible things.

I just can't believe how totally fabulous Toshi's vocals are. I mean, he did (still gorgeous) ballad-y pop while X were broken up, not REALLY FREAKING AWESOME ROCK. I can't believe Pata's hair was ALMOST straight (*dead of laughter*), or that Yoshiki wasn't wearing a neck brace, or the way they treated hide's spot on stage with such reverence. I can't believe ANY of this, seriously.

Mad (...AUUUUGH) love,
~Marika

No less tired, slightly less crazy, very ow, and yes, I almost walked out of the bathroom without a shirt.

I flipped a coin six times, three out of six, heads I quit, tails I don't, five were heads. I flipped a different coin three times, two out of three, heads I quit, tails I don't, all three were heads. I wanted a quick decision, not something nuts.

I keep forgetting to do this. Re: MULTIPLE NEW PEOPLE: here and here, guys. Everything is filtered including ordinary posts. I don't know the meaning of public posts, and I am paranoid and like to know who's a troll and who's not. This does not mean I don't LIKE you, it means I don't know what to do until you let me know what you're here for.

*frustrated* So, if we all get banned, are we moving to InsaneJournal, GreatestJournal, DeadJournal, or are we just going to fight LJ for our porn our HEY THIS HAS ALL MY 'UNIVERSE DETAILS GO HERE' 'CHARACTER DETAILS GO HERE' stuff? Because my IJ is marika_kailaya, and my GJ is marika_kailaya, and FUCK DeadJournal and JournalFen, jeez.

...but I'm not moving. I am Staying Here. For one thing, I'm not endorsing pedophilia. Even in LAP DOG, I'm not endorsing pedophilia. FIRST OFF, guess how many US states insist that sixteen is the age of consent? SECOND, did I ever portray the boywhore as a completely pointless object of child porn? NO, he's a rather full character who just happens to be an underage whore and not at all willingly, or, as a matter of fact, descriptively.

That, and, oh, right, I don't write porn. Let alone child porn. But LJ are not handling this issue with logic, so fuck that, right?

Seriously, though, where're we going? And why won't LJ Archive back up my entries?! I've been trying for a week!

And guess what YOU can still do?

LAST POST! LAST POST! LAST POST!

So, we made it, guys. Through caffeine-induced insanity, the urge to eat people around five A.M., and bad hair days where SOMEONE appeared to be a suspicious replica of Mallory Pike, tishalook. And as for me, three fics, four icons, a CG, and a lot of interesting new people; and the idea for Strip!Trivial Pursuit. And a lot of inarticulate rambling about gender crises and the lovely ability to fully ignore everything else including yourself in favour of work.

I just didn't have any hallucinations. WELL, WHATEVER.

NEXT YEAR'S GOING TO BE GREAT.

Mad (no moar thon tiemz nao?) love,
~Marika

ONE. MORE. POST. *freaks out* ONE MORE. THEN BED. BED! BED. BED! BED! BED? BED. BED!

I have flea bites and creative dysfunction, and there's nothing good on television at this hour. I found Green Acres, but that show gets boring after you've seen the series seventy-two times.

AUGH ONE MORE POST.

Mad (ALMOST THERE!) love,
~Marika

Still feeling nauseous. Officially add somewhat extreme anxiety and you get jumpy, sick Marika.

*grumble* Marcus left. I need someone to give me a good morning and a "WILL YOU STOP WORRYING ABOUT RIDICULOUS STUFF AND TAKE SOME GODDAMNED PAMPRIN OR SOMETHING?!"

My trashcan is filled with Kool-Aid Burst bottles, Snack Pack cups, Trident packs, and wrappers. In one night.

I did change into pajamas, though. If I throw up in the next thirty minutes, I promise to try and blog WHILE I'm vomiting, 'kay? To prove it's possible!

Mad (raaawr) love,
~Marika

Title: Fabulous
Fandom: Original fiction
Theme: I just wanna be famous / be so fucking jaded / 'cause everybody's taking my money from me -- Puddle of Mudd, Famous, from weirdcatlady
Rating: ...does it even MATTER? really. *tired*
Word Count: 171
Summary: You say you're miserable or dying, oh, but darling, you're absolutely fabulous tonight.

( He's dead tired and he might be drunk, a little, but fuck if he can remember. )

I am going to THROW UP. My hands are the size of...something really big from swelling and OWOWOWOWOWOW, I can't feel in a few of my fingertips, and I do not quite know if I can walk. And my heart's all weird. Coffee = bad. Coffee = something Marika is not supposed to have too much of.

Oh, the joys of staying up REALLY LATE AND BLOGGING. Actually, it's very joyous.

You know what? It's almost 7:30 A.M. I miss when they'd show Soap around this time. That show was AWESOME. Its overall hilarity with the possessed baby sparked my fascination with demons when I was tiny, you must know.

I am rather disappointed that I didn't manage to raise much at all for the JLPAF, but I had loads of fun, and I figure all donations are damn well worth something.

Mrowr. Wonder what IS on television. I finally changed into pajamas and I only have one more fic to do. And I really like the one I just posted here, so we're doing good.

Mad (glittery) love,
~Marika

Title: Screwed For Now
Fandom: Original fiction / MeYu 'verse
Theme: What you don't have, you don't need it now. What you don't know, you can feel somehow -- U2, Beautiful Day, from boobathon07
Rating: PG
Word Count: 528
Summary: One thing they've proven - everything really does end.
A/N: THIS IS UNPROOFREAD, SORTA NONSENSICAL SHIT. my tired let me show you it. let me show you my tired!

( I think we're screwed. )

Also, have a song to get you through the last few hours.

Mad (bad!writing) love,
~Marika

Hello I am only SEMI-sleepy! See, remember how I totally like to tell you guys what a shiny brother I have sometimes? WELL NOW YOU HAVE PROOF. AND NOW HE HAS PUDDING. MM. PUDDING.

I have made the coffee, it's almost six A.M., three hours, six posts left to go. I figure I'll write those fics I promised at the beginning, and drink SHITLOADS of coffee, and then when my heart explodes (whyyy are Marcus and I talking about hearts?) from the caffeine overload, AT LEAST THEY'LL PUT 'FINISHED BLOGATHON 2007' ON MY TOMBSTONE. YEAH!

I may make a layout - of the Bettie Page sort, yes - and like I said, finish those fics, but first, I have some catching up to do.

Mad (*waaail* I missed two hours) love,
~Marika

Marika is LAZY. Yeah, I said it. The silly girl won't even wake up to keep her poor brother company. But I'm joking. This is why I'm here, to help her make it through the home stretch.

Wow, she just now opened her eyes, but then she went back out again. Hah, I think she is still too tired to realize that this is the blogathon. Oh well, I'll get to make fun of her later.

I wish it wasn't so hot in here, I could use a cool breeze right now. Anyone want to come over with a fan and hold it next to my face? Preferably the kind that sprays a gentle mist along with the breeze.

Hey guess what, she's awake now and it makes my heart happy. If you were to rip my chest open right now, you'd see a big pretty red bloody smile. And then I'd have to kill you for ripping my chest open. But at least you'd see one last bit of happiness before you die.

Man, I don't even know what I'm rambling about anymore because I'm so tired, so I will end this now.

I'm gonna post again because I don't have anything better to do (sleep) and I don't think Marika is waking up anytime soon. Of course, you never know, she might be up to do the next one.

I dozed off for a few minutes and snapped back to reality thinking I had screwed up the entire thing, but there was still plenty of time left. Man, it'd suck to mess it up this far into it.

I'm pretty bored right now, but I will survive. I used to stay up all the time (I never liked sleeping because you miss too much while you're asleep) but now I just can't seem to do it. I would stay up 3 days in a row, playing all night and working all day. Now I like to go to bed by 10 or 11. Crazy, huh?

Well, I guess this post will suffice for now. See you again in 30 minutes!

Two hearts did meet one lonely night
within the woods so moonlit bright
He ran to her
in such a blur
that she shit her pants out of fright.

That is my limerick, I think, though I'm not quite sure what a limerick is. Marika is truly asleep now, and I am about to write another limerick. If they're not limericks, just pretend they are.


He saw her eyes, blue as the sky
he'd have her heart or he would die
he asked her out
and received a shout
"Hey you fag, I'm a guy!"

Let's see if I can do another real quick. Boredom breeds creativity.

I know of a girl from Cancun
who's ovaries are dried like prunes
No matter her selection
she needs no protection
she's not getting pregnant any time soon.

Okay, that last one was a bit...unflowing. But I don't care, it took effort.

Wow, Marika really is sleeping hardcore. I hope she has a good day tomorrow...I know I'll suffer, but it's worth the sacrifice if it means she doesn't feel like crap the next day.

Bah, who am I kidding, screw her, I need to sleep. :(

Back...Marika can hardly hold her head up. I feel bad for her, but at the same time, I want to dip her hand in warm water and put shaving cream on her. Does this make me a bad person? Hmm, points to ponder.

I tried taking a nap but the nap took me, straight to sleepytown, where I was harrassed by hot weather and drool monsters. Warning: Don't sleep on a sleeping bag when it's already hot in the room.

So I hope everyone out there is doing good at this hour. I think I finally made it past the stage of needing sleep, although I am very disconnected. Only a short amount of time left before this is over and then I work. I'm a sad little boy.