My feelings are broken.  The new crew threw away the rifle rack I made with so much love.  *sniffing* Now they have metal racks.  *evil look*

The most amazing thing happened last night, when one of my junior corpsman slaps the new Doc in the head with his cover, he didn’t realized that the new Doc is an former Navy SEAL.  He saw his life flashing in 5 seconds.  We make fun of him the whole night.

Oh, the cosmos, a mysterious and amazing place.  From Iraq night sky you can notice that Orion’s arrow is pointing to the Osa Mayor’s ass.  Is astronomically fun.  But there’s a lot that people don’t know about our galaxy.  People don’t pay attention to the new discoveries Scientifics do almost everyday.  I bet all of you guys, that if I ask you, how many planets are in our solar system, probably your answer is 9.  That’s ok, that’s ok.  But did you know that there are actually eleven (11) planets in our solar system?  Yes, Sedna (discovered in 2004), which is slightly smaller than Pluto, and Xena (discovered in 2005), slightly larger than Pluto.  So why isn’t anyone exited?  Perhaps the answer is that no one has actually seen another planet (like ours) around another star.  That’s the reason that some astronomers are making the biggest telescope ever, more that 1,000 inches diameter, with seven concave/paradoxals mirrors.  Weights more than 25 tons, so is going to be a monster.  If they finish that telescope, I want to go and see it.

Anyway, I will leave you guys for now.  Don’t let the flesh eating babies bite you.

There’s almost anything to do around here.  So me and Rab decided to go to the gym.  Now I’m sore everywhere.  The “official” turn over is the 16 of this month.  Almost done playing in the sandbox.

Special K is getting worst and annoying.  He really thinks he is special.  I’m thinking to knock him out and hide him, so we “forget” about him when we start heading home.  *evil laugh*

Ok, I’m done for now.

Well, I’m on duty tonight with two guys from RCT-5.  Nothing is going on lately.  chipleduff  got his Jeep, and Little guy is kind of upset.  I tried to cheer him up setting him on fire, but didn’t work. 

*hit head hit desk*

The RAS chia pet is growing a lot.  By the way, I’m on duty tonight, if anyone is interested (none of you I bet).

We almost had done in here, a weird sensation.

Well, I’m gone for now.  I’m trying to convince hornetskaya  to show me her “city titty”.

Bye now.

Man, it is raining a lot.  I mean, non stoping rain since midnight.  I believe that chipleduff  is arriving home by now.  My b-day is tomorrow, and I don't want to anyone to know.  I really don't like to celebrate my b-day.  Is due to bad experiences in the past.

Anyway, our worst nightmare came true, Special K received a rifle to go in the convoy to TQ.  I really don't feel confortable with that decision.  And also we (the jr HM3's) had been blue falconed a lot lately.  Specially after we moved to the tents.

This people are getting really stupid.

And I'm ready to go home *twishing*.

Man, it is raining a lot.  I mean, non stoping rain since midnight.  I believe that chipleduff is arriving home by now.  My b-day is tomorrow, and I don't want to anyone to know.  I really don't like to celebrate my b-day.  Is due to bad experiences in the past.

Anyway, our worst nightmare came true, Special K received a rifle to go in the convoy to TQ.  I really don't feel confortable with that decision.  And also we (the jr HM3's) had been blue falconed a lot lately.  Specially after we moved to the tents.

This people are getting really stupid.

And I'm ready to go home *twishing*.

chipleduff  is leaving with 3 other corpsmen with the advance party today.  Now there's no one to have an adult conversation.  Little guy is to shy.

I will be on duty tonight, just in case someone want to e-mail me.

.......

I'm back.  Getting everything ready to go back home, only 40-something days.

After 10 months in here, finally I had a peaceful time, smoking a very fine cigar. 

Tell me what make you have a little moment of peace.  I know that sex is number one.

Share with me.

Everything is ok.  But I feel frustrated.  I got something wrong.  Anyway, we almost out of here.

Ifound this in the net, while taking a break from my study section of more FMF.  Yeah, I went to te FMF board and they kick me out in the middle of it, because I couldn't gave them the answer like in the book.  The thing was that I answered almost all of the questions.  Coclusion?  I suck in every way.  Anyway...enjoy mu picture.

I'm frustated.  Twelve months in the sand box, and no reward when I come back home.  I have to admit that I have my wife and baby,  but...  I don't know how to explain it.  I realize that theres people worst than me.  But all I want it was someting to free my mind from the past year.  Something to make me feel good, keep me busy and in the end feel accomplished.

I'm just... i don't... whatever.

I like this paint.

It's callled The Magic Circle, by J.W. Waterhouse.

This is some of the phrases from bands I like.

1)...Try to stay sober, feels like I'm dying here...--Seether

2) I miss you so far.  And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.--My Chemical Romance

3) I'm not much a poet, but a criminal...--My Chemical Romance

4) I went to heaven, I couldn't get in, for what I have done.  I said please take me, they said your crazy, you had to much fun.--Unwritten L

There's much more, but I'll never finish

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Another boring nite on duty.  listening to music from the share drive, eating junk food, trying to not fall asleep, waiting for an e-mail from anyone who is looking for someone to "talk".  I'm sitting in the dark, and I love it, but, always is good to communicate with anyone.

I look around, wondering how everything could look in fire, even the water.

Some times I just don't know anymore.

The sun shine, but I don't.

I need back my 2/3 of my life.

Astraea

A day sacred to Astraea, a Greek goddess of justice.

I almost done with my duty, two more hours.  chipleduff  is in the office, he can't sleep.  My mind have been in deep meditation, but there's is something wrong, I can't figure it out yet. 

We got like two and a half month left here in the sandbox (approx...).  I wonder how everything is going to be back home when we return.

Anyway, enough with the blah,blah,blah.

I think I just need someone to talk to right now.