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Tuesday, March 25th, 2008
6:21 am - Drabble - well, okay drabble like
<lj user="bloodclaim">
The decision 1:1 Spander of course!

Safe for eveyone, unless your afraid of sappy feelings -

<lj-cut>William stood still briefly in the kitchen, shaking his head - he was at loss, and apparently a fool. Some how both of his potential boyfriends were at his apartment at once, neither willing to admit defeat and leave, so he needed to make dinner for three instead of two.  

He really needed to decide - one boyfriend was gorgeous, but rather self center, still he could look at him all night long, and he had muscles to die for.  Unfortunately when he laughed it was a snicker, a with snide remarks at others misfortune, or sometimes just at them. There were no surprises with him, how could there be, he mostly spoke about himself, his job, how much money he made and how much he could lift at the gym.  Still his kisses where intense, tasting of whiskey and cigarettes, the touch of his manicured hands was passionate and powerful. He often pressured William for sex, stating that William was killing him, by not letting him have sex yet.  Still he wasn't even sure this would be lover knew much about him, he rarely asked William about his day or what he liked. .

The other boyfriend, almost handsome, Wil thought about that.  Okay he wasn't classicly handsome not like boyfriend A. But when he laughed it was real and he laughed with Wil, not at him and when he smiled the world smiled back. He would ask Wil about his day, he knew his favorite color, that he like #4 at China Palace, and listening to punk was his hidden pleasure, that usually listened to alone. After all people who played air guitar, often played alone.  He was just has happy to sit and talk with Wil, slowly walking through the art musuem discussing the painting in quiet whispers or walking in park .  He was relaxing and easy to be with. His kisses were sweet, gentle and tasted of honey with a hint of chocolate. His touch was as gentle as his kisses, Wil was always surprised how gentle those big, rough hands were. More importantly he was happy just to hold hands or touching thigh to thigh on the couch. Boyfriend A was all about go, go, go, and let's do it now. Wil paused in the middle of putting together a salad, really he didn't know that much about boyfriend, B, he didn't really reveal much about himself. Oh, he didn't hide things, it was just information only gradually came out during conservations. 

Wil grasped at the sharp sting of pain in his finger.  "Damn it", he knew better than to try and cut up carrots when he wasn't paying attention.

At the sudden swearing, both men who'd been slyly glancing at each other; but mostly ignoring each other, looked up.  A quick glance at each other had them spring up and running to the kitchen. 

"William, now look what you done, you're always hurting something", boyfriend A backed away. He didn't want blood on him or his clothes. "I hope you didn't get it in the salad, and try not to get it on your clothes either."

Boyfriend B, quickly and calmly approached Wil and gently took his hand, ignoring the blood, uncaring that  it might get on him or his clothing. "Oh, Wil - this is deep."   He took Wil over the sink, gently washing his finger and then used the nearby dish towel to put pressure on the cut.  "Wil, if it doesn't stop bleeding in a minute we'll need to go the emergency room."  

Blinking his eyes, smarting with tears, William looked at his two potential lovers. Liam standing, impatient and angry at Wil for hurting himself.  Xander who eyes were full of concerned for him.  

Wil signed - decision made and leaned up again Xander using his other arm to hug him, giving him a lover's deep kiss. </lj-cut>

current mood: nostalgic

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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
5:56 pm
So what if anything does the LJ changes mean to current basic account uses?

I know I'm terrible I haven't updated in forever! - But I really do plan on it - cause I hate unfinshed business. I'll probably revise Future Hope then repost it w/ updates.

Cindy Lee

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, August 8th, 2007
6:58 pm
Testing Semagic, testing 1.2.3.4..... Cindy Lee

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6:48 pm
Hi this is Cindy Lee just trying out the Semajic function. Wish me luck! Aggghhhhh!

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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
11:08 am - Slacker here!
I've been busy and working - I'm still reading journals and commenting on stories but haven't been writing. I know I need to finish a story and I will, because God I hate unfinished stories. (It is finished in my mind, just not here).

Thank you for asking about me. Hugs Cindy Lee

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
7:49 pm - Cuff'm ficathon
Author/Artist Name: Cindy Lee
cleeaz1@msn.com
On lj at [info]cleeaz
Title: In Heat
Fandom: Crossover Spider-man / Anita Blake
Peter Parker (aka, Spider-man) & Jason (a werewolf from the Anita Blake universe)
Kink: Biting to leave marks Kink: Bruises in Compromising Places
Rated Adult for language, blood play and sex
Link: Read more... )

current mood: busy

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Monday, May 16th, 2005
6:10 pm - Cole Porter Ficathon
For the Cole Porter Ficathon - [info]lunabee34 who loves the pairing of Spike and Xander.

As always the guys belong to Joss - this is rated adult for lusty thoughts
Not Beta'd the mistakes are all mine - please enjoy - I've missed writing and will finish everything I started (cause I hate not knowing the end)

Begin the Beguine (I have no idea what Beguine means! - but I love the lyrics)


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Feed me I need the happy feelings

current mood: anxious
current music: Cole Porter

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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
7:25 pm - Boxer/Briefs - III
Warnings: Spike/Xander slash - Adults only for dirty thoughts and naked men. No gain or profit and no harm intended. It all belongs to Joss - sigh. Not beta’d the mistakes are all mine.

In Love with Boxer/Briefs - part Trois (since you all seem to want more)

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current mood: determined

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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
2:59 pm - In love with boxer briefs - part Deux
In Love with Boxer/Briefs - part Deux (by special request)
Warning: for sex, slash, sex, and really lusty thoughts - as always, it all belongs to someone else.
Not beta'd!

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For those of you lusting after Xander in boxer/briefs!

current mood: cheerful

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1:47 pm - In love with boxer/briefs - for Darkhavens
I forgot to post this on my own site (blushes)!

Happy Birthday Darkhavens:

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current mood: mischievous

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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
12:11 am - Agh - I hate having to chose my favorite writer's!
Okay - If I must - then #1 is [info]tabaqui - Changes, No More Snakes and Ladder's, Credence. Not to mention one of the nicest people on the LJ. She has always answered my silly questions, encouraged my writing and is all around great! Hugs to you!

#2 is [info]darkhavens not only is she a wonderful writer, but her site [info]bloodclaim is one of the best on the net. Also has been great at helping out a newbie and encouraging my writing! We love our Darkhavens!

#3 is [info]kaygrr even if it wasn't your birthday if only for Angst Monkey, but I also loved
Taunt the Vampire, Kay is one of writer's that made me love slash!

#4 is Ladycat (the only one even if she is [info]ladycat777) her Hunt Brothers, Quarry, Hearth and how many more - she's one of writer's that I re-read and find myself enjoying the nuances it even more.

I'm also giving you an incomplete list of some of my favorite stories (it's only about 25% done). I'll try to add to it frequently. Read more... )
Cindy Lee

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Saturday, March 5th, 2005
8:31 am - Written for the CoSoRanOb fictathon
Written for:
Author name: crazydiamondsue
Preferred rating and genre (ie NC-17, H/C, schmoop, angst, etc): R to NC-17;
angst or humor
Your Colour: cherry red
Your Sound: a bad Irish accent
Your Random Object: a silver cross necklace
Two things you'd like included: defensively joking Xander; smoking Spike
Two things you don't want included: the word "leaking", non-con

Xander learns about: A Thing or Two
Adult rating for sex, language, dirty thoughts, violent thoughts and er...sex! ;)
There is no Anya, Spike’s newly chipped and a younger Xander’s still stuck in the basement.


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current mood: happy
current music: Three Doors Down

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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
5:15 pm - Ten Things
Had to join in the fun with the Ten Things memo!

Ten things I’ve done that you’ve probably never done:

1) Lived with a rock band (four members) for two years, who shall go nameless - lots of one on one action and several times two on one action (sorry boys but one girl & two boys is a lot more fun, at least for me).

2) Seen the Grateful Dead before Jerry died.

3) Made love in the stacks at the library. Made love under the laser lights at the planetarium.
Made love on the back of a horse (easier than sounds - Clydesdale’s are really wide, patient and slow). Made love while being filmed (by other people), 35mm camera not video. Let’s not leave out the swing or the back of the car(s) either. Guess I like to great outdoors.

4) Was offered every drug from Alcohol to Xanax and refused (I figure I’m hanging onto sanity by a thin margin as it is).

5) Have six (yes six) boxes of Spider-man comics starting from 1970!

6) Once was nearly robbed (or something) in an alley, I elbowed in the guy in the gut then grabbed him by his collar and told him. “I’ll f-ing kill you if you don’t take your hands off of me” and he ran away.

7) Was part of back ground scene for the first Spider-man (along with the girls)

8) Ran into Sam Raimi on the set of Spider-man (he’s very nice) - Toby who’s supposedly a vegetarian was skateboarding on the set and had a cheeseburger in his back pocket he kept pulling out and eating from.

9) Saw Star Wars three time in three weeks, once with a boyfriend in Chicago, once with a friend in Indianapolis and once in Cincinnati with a different boyfriend - they all wanted to take me - okay I’m OLD!.

10) Threw a potted plant at an attempted rapist from the third floor (he was attacking a neighbor in the parking lot).

Also managed to get a college education, while raising three girls and working full time, and buy a home & car. And remained sane (or at least I think I am)!

Ate dinner with Jane Russell at her restaurant Dudes (got her autograph for my Mom) up in Sedona & helped a friend clean Burt Reynolds house while I was staying there.

current mood: cheerful
current music: Three Doors Down

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
4:08 pm - Written for the Sexy Spike mini - Slashficathon!
For the Sexy Spike mini-Slashficathon!

Written for: mirasol
Three things you'd like to see: ice cream, a Monty Python quote, non-chip Spike, a riding crop. So that's four, pick the ones you want - though I won't object if you include them all.*hugs*
Two things you don't want to see:Lindsey. Non-con (I don't mean make it fluffy as I don't mind dark or angst, just don't make it bad for them)
Is there anyone you won't slash Spike with? Hey, c'mon - I've done Spike/Snyder, so anything goes... saying that, I shiver (badly, that's in REALLY not a good way) with romantic Spike/Wesley, and Riley just gives me hives.

Spike/Dennis - rated NC-17

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Friday, January 21st, 2005
7:18 pm - Missed you all!
Hello to my LJ friends and flist - no I’m not missing in action, and yes I’m working on Future Hope. Just very busy with real life and trying to catch my breath. Anyway I saw this advertisement and I couldn’t resist. It’s amazing how the human mind that slashes can read slash into anything!

Not Beta’d since I feel bad about not updating the way I’d really like to!

Spike/Xander - probably hard R - and it’s very drabble like!

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current mood: busy

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Monday, January 10th, 2005
5:20 pm - Drops the story and runs away quickly!
Previous parts of Future Hope found Here

Hi, guys sorry this took longer than I thought, I forgot to attach the story when I e-mail Sue (oops). Also both Sue & I work full-time, her in being Perth, Australia and me being in Arizona, USA doesn’t help either! Once again I could not have written this part story without Sue’s great suggestions, corrections -Hugs Sue [info]cloudiecat

Spike & Xander of course - NC-17 for almost everything - Dark Fiction! Non-consensual!

Disclaimer: None of BTVS or ATS belong to me, no profit or harm intented, but I hope Joss wants to play again soon.

Feedback pretty please - If you feed me and water me, I'll grow big and strong!

Future Hope - 14

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current mood: late
current music: Jazz

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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
7:49 pm - Update - Future Hope
I've done Chapter 14, it's being Beta'd - I'll have it up as soon as it gets back. Cindy Lee

current mood: busy

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
10:42 pm - Just had to cause the images are beautiful.

Rafael. You're most like the ArchAngel of Healing.
You want people to shape up, and you nag. But
you mean well, and you're well loved despite
it. Or because of it. You bring the donuts
even as you tell people to eat more veggies.


Which ArchAngel are you most like?
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current mood: contemplative
current music: Violins

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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
1:49 pm - At long last, Future Hope - Part 13
Previous parts of Future Hope found Here

Future Hope - 13

Spike & Xander of course - NC-17 for almost everything - Dark Fiction! Non-consensual!

Yeah Sue's [info]cloudiecat back after having a wonderful holiday with her family. Here's hoping everyone has a better year!

Disclaimer: None of BTVS or ATS belong to me, no profit or harm intented when I play with them.

Feedback pretty please - I try really hard (swear!)

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current mood: content

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Friday, December 31st, 2004
9:57 pm - Oops, I forgot!
[info]jstabe

I've got my fingers crossed, hoping you'll like this fiction :)

Hugs to you - Cindy Lee

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