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[24 Mar 2007|04:23pm] i am having the best weekend FLAVA FLAV WAS AT CRACKER BARREL HE TOLD ME I HAD BEAUTIFUL EYES, AND SUNG MY NAME. HE WAS CHARMING AND CUTE AND HAHA. I MET FLAVA FLAV. i am from the moon

rekindling [19 Mar 2007|08:45pm] Woah i remembered my password to this journal. Last time i wrote in it was almost 5 years ago. check out the sucker4christ  icon.  2 say | i am from the moon

I just scored [26 Sep 2002|01:06pm] [ mood | high ] 2 5th row tori tickets for tampa. Wow. 6 say | i am from the moon

I was off from work today [16 Sep 2002|09:19pm] [ mood | chillin :) ] which is always the best thing to be off from. So instead of working, I went shopping. (Which I don't do to often.) I spend $45 at the body shop and even more at RAMPAGE even less. But hey, I love the hemp shampoo and conditioner. It makes my hair fluffy yet managable. :P And everything I bought at rampage was half off, which validates me shopping there. Nonetheless, I smell good and I have shirts I'll wear just a few times before they have grass stains on them or something. On a different note, I have to work tomorrow. I'm looking foward to my minivacation. I'm going to be going to tallahassee to see B&A!!! Woohoo! I have the whole damn week off from work, and I only have 4 more doubles to pull until then. KICKASS. I found the She-Ra theme song on Kazaa today, and it took all day to download it. Yay. All of my socks have holes in them i am from the moon

[07 Aug 2002|02:58am] I don't have anything to say besides i want someone to play music with. That and i want to leave here. i am from the moon

[06 Aug 2002|12:46pm] whoever told you I was strong had a weak basis of comparison. i am from the moon

[05 Aug 2002|11:42pm] fifteen percent of goodbye would be body and mine feels like jello but not the kind that bounces from the resturants with way too much gelatin my fingers are blue and i vaccumed up 20 pounds of crushed crutons but I guess that doesn't erase the evening or make it easier to fall asleep it makes me a loser grasping for metaphors coming back with nothing i'm melting in your hands oh. and the liquid diet has done nothing but loosen my rings and i'm starving. and mini thins are bad for people. i am from the moon

let's try this then [05 Aug 2002|03:17am] [ mood | blah ] Considering I either have no one to talk to or I'm not handling conversation well and I can't find my notebook, I am sitting at the computer. I haven't really paid ANY attention to live journal lately. Honestly, It's kind of nice to have something other to do but I miss just posting all day. I'm on the brink of something. What it is remains a mystery. That's my problem. It's a crossroad, the same one I've been stuck at for a while. I'm learning the same lesson over and over again. You'd think I'd get tired of "spinning my wheels." I like working, It gets me out of the house. It's stops from thinking about things out of my control. It's 3:30 in the morning, I don't feel like I accomplish enough during the day. Like i should be doing much much more than what i'm doing now. I just need to realize what that something is and do it. And maybe that's the cross road. Or maybe not. Maybe it involves many streets. A four way intersection, and I'm the only one on the road. Bleh. I'm exhausted. It's obvious. I'm going swimming in a few hours with my mom and her friend. That should be fun. :/ i am from the moon

[13 Jul 2002|12:40am] So i got home from work (which wasn't so bad. Busy, but not horrible) and played my messages. Only one. I press play, and it's then so it is by Melissa Ferrick. Wait is that live? Yes, it is. Live from Twilight about 30 minutes before I got home. It was beautiful eventho I could hear static and basic chunks of the song. :) goodnight... next 3 days the long haul.. 2 say | i am from the moon

two hits. [06 Jul 2002|04:38am] mmm. it's a sublime saturday..... : ) I've just een sitting here hanging out, it's been fun. Good news is that I've been put on a schedule at work. I'm only starting with 5 days a week, but considering they're only open 6 days, it's sweet. So I'm listening to Sublime pretty loud, drinking hot cocoa.. I'm feeling alot better lately. I'm not going to let what's happened around here fuck with my head. It's really all okay. Sleeping hasn't been a high priority, or possible- I have gotten *a few* hours a night. i made a mistake and here i am alone again i am from the moon

[03 Jul 2002|10:31pm] I took a walk around the neighboorhood, walked south for about an hour and a half and then turned around. I passed the 7-11 on Boyette. I walked all the way past the cellular towers. It was a really nice walk, I brought my headphones with me and bopped all the way around town.. I almost fell into a ditch on the side of the road, tho. That wasn't so much fun. tata. i am from the moon

i'm never going to be lonely [01 Jul 2002|01:44pm] sometimes I feel so secretive. Like there's this special something I've been trying to say hard to hide- that even I don't know. Don't touch me today. I don't want to have to be a bitch and tell you to leave my room- so please don't come in when you hear my music playing. i'm way too high for my own good, sometimes I see this light shine out. And I feel stupid for feeling it. When there are dying children everywhere, my mother comes home bitten some nights. And I'm looking for a light that can reassure tomorrow. This version of Mr. Jones is so beautiful. I keep saying that. I left a note for my dad to listen to it. I like to soundtrack my life. Keep music on all the time, try to make it mean (something.) and I'm probably just as loosly wrapped as you had suspected. And that's why you're leaving. Or you've already left. Or you may not even know you're going to leave me. We may have not have even met yet, but you're planning on leaving. Or at least that's how I see it. i am from the moon

So I'm going to try my shot at this, too. [30 Jun 2002|05:18pm] Ok, So on the debate community, pjammer conjured up the idea to write to our former- selves ten years ago. If you could give any hints, suggestions. Dear Sara, (June 1992) You'll be 10 years old in a few weeks. It doesn't feel like a decade, or does it? You'll believe me when I tell you this, I'm sure of it. I'm you ten years from now, weeks away from being 20. Knowing you, even though I'm telling you this you won't listen. You have a desire to learn things the hard way. If that's what you chose, don't cry over it. Don't be upset when you aren't invited to any birthday parties for the next 4 years. At the parties you do attend, smoke all the weed that's offered to you. You will anyway. Just don't let it become everything. Don't wheel that plastic duck at your band teacher in the 9th grade. Don't write the cancer sign on your hand- and especially if you do and the Chaplan asks you what it means, don't say "it's my sign". She'll question you about you sex life, even tho there won't be way too much of that. ( my sign is a 69 sideways) Don't buy those doc's you saved up for months to buy. Mom will throw them out when you move to Florida. You'll move just when you begin to enjoy school, and have friends. It's too hot in Florida for Doc's. Buy an electric guitar. Take the free guitar lesson's little buster offers, they're worth it. Don't jaywalk.- the corner isn't far. DON"T SMOKE CIGARETTES- but if you do Don't smoke in public until you're 18- it will take you 2 weeks to pay off the ticket. Keep your head on straight. You are smarter than you'll let yourself believe. Grammar school will be over- just let it end. Don't cry when dad doesn't want to go to the graduation breakfast,it probably sucked. Don't be shy at your wizard of Oz audition. you could have a good part if you let yourself do it. Don't become friends with any of the kids on your block in Florida. It's not worth it. try to mantain sanity. Never forget your pocket knife on road trips. never forget tampons. always pack socks and underwear. Dad's right. If your feet and head are warm, the rest of your body generally is too. Buy notebooks with decent bindings. Don't listen to depressing cd's on repeat for more than a few hours. It's not good for your mental health. Keep a smile on your face, and don't stop going. Don't let the doctors tell you that's your crazy, don't you tell the doctor's you think you're crazy. You won't be crazy. You will have been silent for years, and that day when you wake up and it's all there don't resist it. Don't fight yourself for anything. Someone wants to listen. Talk. Don't take it out on yourself. Look inside for happiness. Your parents love you. Start photographing sunsets now. Save bottle caps and pressed pennies. Don't go to the mall on December 23rd 2001, you might get a gun pulled out on you at the mall. Ask for instruments and books for each holiday. Keep them in good condition. Wash your hair at least twice a week, you dirty little hippy. happy birthday. ps- a few quotes for you. Change is the essence of life- be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become. " The day came when the pain it took to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." Anais nin. 4 say | i am from the moon

Sometimes all i can do is laugh my ass off. [29 Jun 2002|03:08pm] [ mood | Laughing my fucking ass off. ] [ music | all hands on the bad one- sleater kinney ] I'm going to a picnic on the river today, that should be fun. Eat some veggie burgers and play some volley ball and get stoned with the hippies. I'm looking foward to it, I haven't seen most of those kids since the Nader Rally. I did my hair today, on a completly different note. I didn't just throw it back today, so It's all curly and stuff. I watched snatch last night. And ate Sweet and Butter popcorn. It rocks my socks. I'm being really random. I've got losts of energy. oh a cigarette sounds so wonderful right now. byye. I like short sentences. I'm still laughing. p.s- Did i mention- somewhere in there- That I traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaded Babe Ruth? Yes I traded the only player who was bigger than the game- No I couldn't even tell you why you'd think I was insane- and that's the truth. i am from the moon

pencap paralysis [28 Jun 2002|01:26am] [ mood | curious ] strawberry blacklights black outs thunderstorms all night lightning bolts up into our shoes frozen pizza detours i'm on the wrong side of town the cd skips the speakers buzz walk till midnight drive till sunrise he's only a man on Sunday's inbetween dinner and tombraider he's the first player after dishes (it's his night to clear the table) planes fly 24 hours a day while my mother works and I put a melody to the hum of the air filter metal toenails pencap paralysis round stick on hyperdrive my eyes cross at the blue birds dive bomb into peanut shells I have hives from your air freshener pretty patches flea combs widdled weapons diet coke has extra bubbles I burp to the Moody Blues our brains filled with dreams are more coloful than our brains stuck in reality my father would call me a child my mother would say I'm just like her they would both tell me to get it straight I sleep until the heat subsides midafternoon ladybugs butterflies I think to the rain and sigh to the rainbows another close my eyes situation donuts at five am sunrise heartburn left over rain is just as loud when accompained by the crickets i am from the moon

Sublime Saturdays [26 Jun 2002|06:48pm] " I feel like getting stoned watching Star Trek and eating Chinese food" 1 say | i am from the moon

[26 Jun 2002|01:21am] Financing for Hard Rock Hotel and Casino resorts finalized for Tampa. Fl. Hard Rock Cafe International is proceeding with new Hard Rock Hotel and Casino resorts after finalizing financing for the projects. Through a licensing agreement with the Seminole Indian Tribe of Florida and the Cordish Co, the Orlando-based music, entertainment and dining company is developing the resorts on Seminole Indian Nation reservation land in Tampa and Hollywood, Fla., to replace the Seminoles' existing gaming facilities. The financing was finished with $315 million in Capital Trust Agency Revenue bonds. The Rank Group (NASDAQ: RANKY), the London-based parent of Hard Rock Cafe, subscribed for $25 million of the bonds. Hard Rock Hotel and Casino Tampa resort off Exit 5 on Interstate 4 is to include 90,000 square feet of gaming space, 1,500 slot machines, 50 gaming tables, a 250-room hotel and 10 restaurants. It will be twice the size of Caesars Palace Casino floor in Las Vegas, NV Hard Rock Cafe International expects to start building the resorts immediately. They are slated to open in 2004. Hard Rock Cafe International operates more than 100 Hard Rock Cafes in 40 countries. The Seminole Hard Rock Hotel in Tampa will include a spa, gaming facility, restaurants, three lounges including a sports bar, a live entertainment venue and nightclub, a Hard Rock retail store, a pool complex with a restaurant and bar and meeting room facilities Hard Rock Cafe International can now place a bet on Tampa. Construction is expected to begin this month now that financing is in place, and the resort should be ready for its first guests in early 2004, Hard Rock officials said. The resort will employ about 1,000 people. 7 say | i am from the moon

[25 Jun 2002|04:21pm] Today should be nice. I've been awake for hours, and still only got a few things done. Some more laundry, cleaning up the diet coke cans strewn all over my room. I also cleaned out under my futon. After a while everything ends up down there. The good thing about it is that I found my fav t- shirt today- under the bed. My mom asked me to help her diagram the endorcine system, so that is what I'll be spending the afternoon doing. That and eating some food that my dad is going to get. heh. 3 say | i am from the moon

don't stop here, mr. we ain't got no damn potatos [24 Jun 2002|10:37pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | do do do titdooooooo ] I tried to make my face smaller, a little less like freaky huge head girl. hehe. Damn DVD player on super computer decides it's going to randomly freak out and play the Happy Potter screen saver and not let me get back to the movie. It get's stuck, and all I can see are flying tennis ball looking thingies with wings. Reminds me of Twister when helen Hunt puts wings on the sensors. Kinda like that. Anyhoo, blah. I want to watch a movie. I kept fastfowarding back to the part where I was before flight of the tennis balls, but that's too much work. 2 say | i am from the moon

I'm [24 Jun 2002|07:23pm] beign yanked around by my new boss, waiting for a steady schedule. It's harder than it sounds. I'm exhausted, sitting on a computer that's not mine while babysitting. This youngest baby who is 18 months old had a temp of 103.4 at 5 tonight. Luckily It broke with the aid of a bath and some tylenol drops. So anyhoo, I think I'm going to change my user icon. My face is like huge. 2 say | i am from the moon

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