raven_annabelle
26 August 2007 @ 05:54 am
I Love You  
I love you so much that sometimes I don't know what I'd do without you. And this is even when we don't talk for weeks! I LOVE where we are now, I love the not worrying, the lack of "is she mad at me"?

A year ago today I called you and we got back on track. :D
 
 
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raven_annabelle
02 March 2007 @ 12:18 am
smashysmash  
I think this is one of those times... that I need to tell you how much I adore you.

You... are so important to me.

You're my BFF whether you like it or not. You'll be the person whose opinion I value most... it's you. It's gotten to the point that I can't even try to fight it. It's you.

I haven't been as honest with anyone as I have been with you. Because you just... get me. I don't feel as though you'll judge me or you'll mock me. For ANYTHING I do or think. And I still remember that January of 2006 when we had that talk... and just... yeah.

I feel like I can tell you anything.

I feel as though I could meet you on the worst day of my life and you'd still be there holding me and telling me that you love me. And that's what kills me. Because sometimes I don't feel worthy of you.

And nights like tonight, where I randomly get worried... it sucks.

Because I love you so much... and I know you love me. So basically, I'm just a silly fool. And I love you still.
 
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raven_annabelle
13 February 2007 @ 02:25 am
Save me from this darkness  
Again.

I love you. I'm sorry that you were upset today. In my own selfish way? I was happy that I could be there for you. And now this song reminds me of you. XD

Make This Go On Forever lyrics

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl in the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss in your first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final seconds you ever learned to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl in the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss in your first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final seconds you ever learned to me was love

The last girl in the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss in your first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final seconds you ever learned to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]
 
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raven_annabelle
08 February 2007 @ 09:14 am
Tentative steps  
Things are going amazing right now and I'm happy.

I've been nerding it up

AND I ROLLED THE AIM DICE TO FILL OUT THIS TABLE!

You and I broken down into sections...

Heee, I LOVE YOU
 
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getaway_machine
05 November 2006 @ 01:48 pm
 
:D
You're getting a heart anyway:
♥

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getaway_machine
04 November 2006 @ 01:52 pm
 
Three guesses as to why I'm updating. :D

I AM NOT LATE THIS TIME, WOOHOO!



aaand, I have another song for you, because I LOVE THIS SONG like so much. SOO MUCH. So clearly, you should hear it.

Bright Eyes -- Waste of Paint
 
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getaway_machine
04 November 2006 @ 12:03 am
 
HI IT'S ME AGAIN.
obviously. heh.

pretend that I'm here on time?



♥
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getaway_machine
02 November 2006 @ 03:00 pm
 
OKAY HI.

So I want this Sarah!Month thing to be like... special. And to remember to do it every day? So hopefully I'll think of other cool things to do, too... but for now, your day one banner:



I know you already have that one, but I figured I'd post it anyway.

And NOW in something more exciting since it's NEW... DAY TWO:



Sorry I'm not as good at graphics as you are, but it is ALL MADE WITH LOOOOVE. :D

Also, a song for you:
Our Lady Peace - Will the Future Blame Us?
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raven_annabelle
28 October 2006 @ 03:30 am
Far Away  
Once again, I'm a dork. Also, I love you and I remember... listening to this song the day after we started talking again. So yeah, it still makes me cry. And this frustration with Nathaniel will be worth it because he's so great!

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
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raven_annabelle
09 October 2006 @ 03:14 pm
chat from today.  
Princess Azula (lina) (12:56:23 PM): THIS IS TOTALLY UNRELATED, BUT YES
General Fong (saskia) (12:56:23 PM): COME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Princess Azula (lina) (12:56:32 PM): ...SOMEONE NEEDS TO USE PIZ AS A PB.
Katara (sarah) (12:56:36 PM): who will be my wonderdrug?
Princess Azula (lina) (12:56:40 PM): CHRIS LOWELL ANYONE?
Katara (sarah) (12:56:41 PM): yeah, i know
General Fong (saskia) (12:56:45 PM): YAY PIZ
Katara (sarah) (12:56:47 PM): smash almost picked him for her char
Katara (sarah) (12:56:51 PM): but i was like... mmmm, too old
Suki (alex) (12:57:01 PM): so I wasn't joking when I said I'd app a character with Samuel L Jackson as the PB
Princess Azula (lina) (12:57:02 PM): how old was her character?
Appa (gabby) (12:57:04 PM): HAHAHA
Appa (gabby) (12:57:06 PM): Srsly.
Katara (sarah) (12:57:07 PM): fourth year
Princess Azula (lina) (12:57:08 PM): HAHAHAHA
Princess Azula (lina) (12:57:09 PM): ahh yeah.
Appa (gabby) (12:57:12 PM): Make him my adult's father.
Suki (alex) (12:57:17 PM): Oh, I will.
Appa (gabby) (12:57:18 PM): Because that would make me laugh.
General Fong (saskia) (12:57:20 PM): hahaha
Suki (alex) (12:57:28 PM): I have a three day weekend either next weekend or the weekend after that
Suki (alex) (12:57:32 PM): and that's when I will app him.
Princess Azula (lina) (12:57:32 PM): HE CAN BE FRIENDS WITH SAGET!
Katara (sarah) (12:57:32 PM): would this character have actual plot?
Appa (gabby) (12:57:37 PM): AHahahaha
Katara (sarah) (12:57:41 PM): or would he just be some dude
Katara (sarah) (12:57:45 PM): who likes to fly
Princess Azula (lina) (12:57:46 PM): hahaa
Katara (sarah) (12:57:47 PM): and pwn snakes
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raven_annabelle
05 October 2006 @ 08:25 am
random lyrics  
I was looking for a line to put as my MSN name... and I found this.

We were on top of the world
Looking down at it through silver glasses
When every oyster had a pearl
And I remember you and me were so happy

Those were the best times of my life
It's hard to believe that jealousy could take us in
I hate to admit that I was wrong

I have to say I really miss you here in my life

We can forgive now that we've lived enough to know unconditional love
We paid a price
We did our best
Now all that's left is a little forgiveness
Forgiveness

Sometimes time can change your heart
But sometimes all that you can be is what you are
But God Evil Pope always sees us in the dark
There's nothing lost when you know what you've got when it's gone

Everyone's looking for a place where everything's beautiful
And I cannot wait anymore
To get some peace
To find some release
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raven_annabelle
11 September 2006 @ 01:53 am
Someone tell me why I'm a dork  
Willow: So, that's it?
Buffy: That's it. Assuming we survive this Ascension thing, he's gonna leave town.
Willow: Well, he's a fool. He's just a big, dumb, jerk person if you ask me. And he's a super-maxi-jerk for doing it right before the prom.
Buffy: It's not his fault. He's 243 years old. He doesn't exactly get the prom.
Willow: But he should, if ...
Buffy: Will, it's okay. You don't have to make him the bad guy.
Willow: But that's the best friend's job, vilifying and grousing.
Buffy: Usually, yeah. But he's right. I mean, I think, maybe in the long run, that he's right.
Willow: Yeah, I think he is. I mean, I tried to hope for the best, but... I'm sorry. It must be horrible.
Buffy: I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying.
Willow: Oh Buffy.
Buffy: I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe.
 
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raven_annabelle
10 September 2006 @ 03:24 am
Pour vous  
Okay so I am a big geek who decided to format the lyrics to your soundtrack and try and find what screamed out YOU in each of the songs.  So, yeah.  It's jumbled and all over the place.  The lyrics thing though...  that's us, isn't it?  I figured I had to do something special.

You went away
Cos you said that you can't stand me
So I went away
I was sure that you can't stand me
Well I don't think we have to be like this forever
Is there more to life than love and being together?

 When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that shore up above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world

Make me feel like a beggar
Make me feel like a thief
Make me feel like a battle, that cannot end in peace
Make me feel like running, as if Ive lost my nerve
Make me feel like crying, tears I dont deserve

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that youve done
Who have I become
To myself I am numb, I am numb, I am numb

 As [she] begins to raise [her] voice
You lower yours and grant [her] one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
She will do one of two things
She will admit to everything
Or she'll say she's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong (where did I go wrong), I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


Take me back when you think that it's good.
It feels worse than they said it would.
You're gone but not forever.
When I know I'm never wanted
I tuck away in my turtle shell.
I've standed on this hex forever.
I need you back, I need you here,
to take away all of my pain and then my fear.

So just be gentle with me
(I'm not as young as I was)
And I'll be gentle with you
I'm not as brave as I thought
'Cause my heart gets broken so easily.
So just be gentle, be gentle with me.

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

 There is hope for us
There is distance between you and I
We have just enough
And it comes as no surprise

I was in between
You were matches and kerosene
Is you conscience clear
Can you get it clean

Did you celebrate without me
Did you tell them all about me
Did you sell me out
If you ever had a doubt

How could you do it
I couldnt say
Years built on sand
June until may
Second to second
Lied even while you held my hand

Its death for the living
Yes i am a ghost
The mirror is cloudy
I loved you the most
You threw out the pieces
Did things we didnt understand

He doesnt want her but he just wont let her go
She started breaking but she still wont let it show

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

And we are
Caught in the fire
The point of no return
So we will
Walk through the fire
And let it burn

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that its done
I hope you dont mind
I hope you dont mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

It was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust

I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
But that wont take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, hey, I can leave, I can leave.
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.

Do not get me wrong I cannot wait for you to come home
For now you're not here and I'm not there, it's like we're on our own
To figure it out, consider how to find a place to stand
Instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land

This is going to break me clean in two
This is going to bring me close to you

She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I needed

It's all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down
I don't know where it is, I don't know when, but I want you around
When it falls in place with you and I, we go from if to when
Your side and mine are both behind it's indication

This is going to bring me clarity
This'll take the heart right out of me

 And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
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getaway_machine
05 September 2006 @ 09:37 pm
 
Okay, really.

You know I had to start with this:

My Best Friend

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all my darkness

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one who can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
'Cause I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

You're my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do

--

Because no other song brings you to mind so quickly.
 
 
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